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I have never realize how fortunate I am from other people. Despite the odds I had gone, still, I can find there are other less fortunate people beside me.

I cant imagine what happened to me this day.

I really want to cry.

Our final examinations were all done just yesterday. This morning, we had our post test in our rotation. Hours prior, I slept at 4 AM and woke up 8 AM. With just that ample amount of sleep, I was facing a not-so-good happenings during the rest of the day.

I was so hungry to death that I can really eat a cow.

I lost a watch that is worth thousands and I dont know what to do.

Same with my stay, I'm planning to relieve myself from the dorm and change to a boarding house. Needs packing up.

Clothes unwashed! Including undies!

Stressed! My motorcycle broke up! A lose nut was in the machine. I can't let my MC to be turned on. It might worsen the case!

My money is not enough for the weekend.

We nearly met an accident on our way to Bais!

My relationship with my dormate is subzero! Cold war!

I watched pursuit of happyness. I was able to relate and realize what had happened this day. I just can't imagine.

STILL, GOD is GOOD.

There was help; Marlon borrowed a jeep to bring my motorcycle to their house and let it repair.

Sharheyll was there through odds and evens.

Papa let his presence felt. He called me up.

GOD was there. HE doesn't leave HIS sheep!

 

BEing a level three student nurse in Silliman isn't that easy at all. Well, I had spent two years of my life in the institution but this seems to be like shock for me facing the many and hard challenges that goes my way. It really demands so much for our time, effort and money.

This was week was just the beginning of our calvary classes. We had our unannounced quiz during the first meeting with our clinical instructor and badly, I didn't pass the quiz.

Every classes have their own distinct rotation. I was assigned in the Labor Room/Delivery Room in Negros Oriental Provincial Hospital where we assist pregnant women and take care of them. Last week including yesterday, we finished few of the many procedures to be done. Surgical hand scrub, final preparation and draping, initial care of the newborn and gown and glove technique were among the few. Thank God I was assigned in the morning shift. My duty time is from 7am to 6pm, Monday and Tuesday. Others were assigned 3pm until 11pm.

Last week, Papa was here in Dumaguete. He went to Cebu actually and decided to pass by Dumaguete in his way back home. He spent a night here. Well, during the first day, we were invited in a dinner at Bobong Dans residence in Motong. We spent the night at El Camino bar after with Sharheyll, Papa and Bobong.

I am really addicted with this internet of mine. At last, I have my own DSL connection in the dorm. I was just downloading mp3s.

Got to go! I'm hungry!

 

 

We spent the whole day together... Just being together. Nothing special at all. No gifts, fancy dinner with candlelight or so. Instead, we spent the afternoon for research for Sharheyll's ward class on Intestinal Parasitism including Nits and Lice. We were at the Learning Resource Center looking for a pile of books for our references. Though time was not in our side, we still, I guess, had enough resources to be done tonight. The syllabus outline must be past tomorrow morning. Wala lang, last thing to do today is to finish it.

Since I came in Basilan, all I was doing was sleep and eat. I never met my classmates which one of the reasons why I come home. I'm with Marvick, Richard and Garry now here at Guiwan trying to spend time with each other because few hours from now, I'm leaving for dumaguete na. I miss my girl so much there. hay..

Why can't people understand that when we say "no," they still continue doing useless things to us?

Since May 15, I've been living up the unusual part of me. This isn't me anymore. I came to be so quite, hold my hunger, my thirst and my temper. Moreover, I really can't understand myself anymore and I'm fed up living in this kind of situation. I'm leaving less than a week from now and it's really so absurd to leave when things weren't settled down. I don't really know what to do. I'm starting to live my life hiding from someone I don't want to see for the mean time. Just like what I said, "you really don't know me when I get mad."

Furthermore, I'll be having my final exam in my fine arts subject. I hardly can study because my mind is floating, thinking of something I must not. I need to concentrate on my study after I type this blog.

One more thing was this colds of mine. It's really bothering me. I need a dose of decongestant. My sinuses are tender. My eyes are teary.  I wish I could be well soon.

I lost my hunger last night! I want to shout!